I was a seminarian but I had to leave. My dream was to become a priest. I had a strong desire in my heart to become a priest, but no one not even my own Mother ever affirmed me. I had such strong attacks from Satan trying to destroy my vocation. On the night I decided to leave I saw a large beast leave my bedroom. Shortly after that I got married. I have a very loving wife and feel very blessed having her in my life. We pray the rosary and read scripture together daily. I feel like there is a part of me that will never be fulfilled though because I desired to be God's priest at times. It brings a deep sadness at times. But I wouldn't ever want to be without my wife though. I remember the many years of attacks from the demons when I was trying to be a priest. It was too much for me to bare. I could seriously write a book on what I went through and what I saw. When I joined this seminary I was told there were NO homosexuals there. After awhile I noticed there was many. I approached someone in administration there and they confessed there was some but they told me it was ok because they hadn't practiced homo behavior for years. Not only that but they wouldn't let me leave on the weekends but told me I had to come back for prayer. I told them my friends were not in seminary and they said to make friends there. I couldn't relate with the homos at all, I couldn't be there friend. I was sickened when they called the tabernacle "Gods Nut" because it was round. When I left I went into a deep depression for years over my loss. I also had a debt of $42K because they made me get a Bachelors degree to enter the seminary. In the end God gave me a wonderful wife and that is my blessing. Maybe someday I will become a deacon.