So, I'm a member of a DID system, and for me right now, that means that in the coming months,
I am going to be able to watch some of my best friends and some of my closest companions get
the body of their dreams that matches their gender, that makes them feel happy, and in exchange,
I'm gonna have to give up my own.
I'm cisgender, the majority of my headmates aren't, and we've decided to transition.
Which means that as happy as I am for the men in my system,
I am about to have to watch myself go through the wrong puberty.
And it's gonna be permanent!
I don't think we talk enough about how DID gets rid of a person's bodily autonomy.
You know, I hear people say all the time the one thing you have control over is your own body and your own reactions
And I don't have that. This isn't my body. These aren't my reactions or my memories
I have like 30 people living in my brain and everything I do belongs to us as a group
That's what's so hellish about this disorder. My parents fucked me up and now I will never have full bodily autonomy
Anyways, everybody say congratulations to the men in my system because they get to transition and we're happy for them