I am going away into oblivion
I am slowly sinking into darkness
I do not ask why
Sins must be paid for
But maybe I’m wrong
Maybe it’s the effects of my own will
I myself flee to “Spain”
In my foolishness I defy you
Always death has marked my path
The first led me down the wrong path
The second convinced me that I could do anything
The third saved what you put together
The fourth warned that today …More
I am going away into oblivion

I am slowly sinking into darkness

I do not ask why

Sins must be paid for

But maybe I’m wrong

Maybe it’s the effects of my own will

I myself flee to “Spain”

In my foolishness I defy you

Always death has marked my path

The first led me down the wrong path

The second convinced me that I could do anything

The third saved what you put together

The fourth warned that today I live and tomorrow I may die

I can’t cry

But crying won’t help

The heart has hardened

Hardened in solitude

The soul thinks straight as You commanded it

The truth is the truth

a lie is a lie

and everything in between is marked by hell

Nobody wants the truth

In a world of illusion a lie is a god

Why can’t I give up?

To die in peace, to forget

I watch and listen as those who cannot bear the truth curse me

The world is killing me

Mother please show me the way!

One spark of your mercy

Will give me strength because now I can no longer walk

I beg! It’s getting harder and harder to get up

Crosses, my Crosses I must carry to Golgotha!
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Holy Mother, please show me the way!

I am going away into oblivion I am slowly sinking into darkness I do not ask why Sins must be paid for But maybe I’m wrong Maybe it’s the effects of my own will I …
Credo .
Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing make you afraid.
All things are passing.
God alone never changes.
Patience gains all things.
If you have God you will want for nothing.
God alone suffices. ~ St. Theresa of Avila.
"My Immaculate Heart will be your refuge and the way that will lead you to God" ~ Our Lady of Fatima.
"Pray, Hope and don't worry"! ~ St. Padre Pio.More
Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing make you afraid.
All things are passing.
God alone never changes.
Patience gains all things.
If you have God you will want for nothing.
God alone suffices. ~ St. Theresa of Avila.

"My Immaculate Heart will be your refuge and the way that will lead you to God" ~ Our Lady of Fatima.

"Pray, Hope and don't worry"! ~ St. Padre Pio.